What's on my Mind

Well, it's been so long since I wrote my last post. I feel like I have a lot to say but can't find a way to shout it out, so I'll just write it down..
This year's been started with a bit shaking, I failed my final exams at the first chance, my friend died, and the old man looks like he's cheating again.
Firstly, failing my final exams made me upset. I cried, I got angry, I called myself stupid. Tho I know it didn't change the result. Then i had to redo my exam which has a domino effect to the next step. It made my "pandas" schedule late which is probably will affect my graduation as a doctor. Well, not passing exams at the first chance wasn't really my mistake. The subject that I failed was pharmacy, which I didn't expect to be failed. Then I checked my answer to a friend that passed that subject, and I found out my answers was just the same as hers. Ta-daa! It pissed me off a lot more. F*ck that exam! Screw them who took advantages through failing the students to get redo-exam-payment! On the other side, this redo-exam had a good side too. My boyfriend, who'd never texted me before, after he knew i had to redo my exam, he cared about me more than he'd ever been.
Secondly, my friend died. She was a great friend. She was so nice, kind, anything good in a person, you name it, she has it. She died of an unknown cause, probably Dengue Fever, but her family and the doctor who took care of her still not sure. Her death got me thinking. Life is short. Nobody knows when will she/he dies.
Thirdly, the old man story. He's always been annoying in every way. Maybe it's just because I knew that he cheated, but I despise cheating so much and I don't feel like writing about all this thing right now.
It's late already, I'll catch up next time. Bye.